I had my first attack at the age of 12, i never knew what happened to me..all i know and heard, my mom's loud tears asking if im alright..since then, my mom gives me extra attention and never failed to take care of me..i have fallen many times in bathroom, hurt myself, cried alone for the pain i go through, however, mom and GOD never forsaken me. It is indeed a pain and fear that each person with this problem carries on through out, you may never know what will happen next.. Now, im married, i have my wife beside me always..who accept me for what i am and takes care of me regardsless what happen.. The love i am poured with keeps me going. In life, i never lost hope..I work hard, establish myself and motivate myself to achieve things in life.. I am music lover, was involved in malaysian music industry, i am experienced investment banker now heading a risk management team..it is all because, i never lost my hope and faith in GOD...for all those out there, keep yourself strong..embrace yourself..you will go millstone achieving your dreams ! GOD Bless !